Gypsy Love

This is my 1st actual recorded song. It came out in May of this year, and is being sold here: 
http://www.traxsource.com/index.php?act=show&fc=tpage&cr=titles&cv=53779


The inspiration behind this song came from a combination of falling deeply in love at a moment when I thought it was impossible, and reading an amazing book which embodied the love i felt..."The Alchemist" by Paulo Coelho. Hope the words touch you, as they continue to touch me...Enjoy :))

I know where you’re going
I know where you’ve been
Really got me hoping
Can’t wait to see you again…                                                   
I feel your heart beat
I live through your eyes
Your emotions I embody
Open up your soul….

We have a connection
That flows through space & time
Beyond all dimensions
I feel you inside
Your light within me
Mine burns through your soul
Your spirit I embody
Open up your love

Through all universal plains
Our helix stays the same
A present journey we both share
As I am your gift & you are mine
A Gypsy Love…..
From the Divine….

I am your Gypsy Love….

You can listen my favorite mix of it here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m0PzLlPCUfk&playnext=1&list=PLAAF263FC22C42382&index=51

Poetry & Art

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=28217&id=127736560570991

The past couple of months I was caught in whirl wind of...LIFE...so it's been a while since I have updated you good people on goings on's & tings. Click on the above title to see the pictures from this wonderful art show I was a part of!! It was all for a dope cause! For canvases which were not auctioned off, click on this link to see & purchase any canvases which were left:

http://www.etsy.com/shop/undergroundartists

The above canvas was a collabo between a wonderful artist/photographer Ray Been and myself. He did this amazing close up shot of rain on a leaf, and superimposed my poem on the canvas. It sold at the auction, but we can make duplicates if you would like one. Enjoy :))

This is my next event which I am really looking forward to! A night of fund raising through visual & written arts....it's about a grassroots initiative. Come out, enjoy, support & purchase a piece or two or three ;)-

One

summer nights filled with
beautiful darkness
illuminated by spiritual lights
rhythms of rustling leaves as the nights breeze
bring thoughts of memories
waves of emotions
pouring
waterfalls
cleansing
feeling
acknowledging
understanding
an essence of purity
knowing that which is
as the evenings music helps me embrace
the present moment of you
the present moment of  I
the now of what is....US

1st performance...Coffee Cave Newark, NJ 7/31/10

This past year has been FILLED with so many new experiences, which I am learning a lot from. This past Saturday has definitely been one of these. I sang for the 1st time, in my life, on stage...by myself!!! Granted, that might not be much for some....but for me, at age 37....it is part of a dream I've held onto since I was a child in my Junior High School Choir :) The night was filled with excitement, joy, nervous butterflies all in my tummy, a lil' disappointment...but countered with so much love!!! The support I received from folks who truly love me, was simply inspiring!!! I practiced day in & day out, for this 5 minute debut, lol, and all I could say is that the experience was a wonderful blessing!!! I sang my 1st single "Gypsy Love"....this is a song whose lyrics I feel from the tip of my toes to my crown chakra...dig ;)- So here are some flics from this night...hope you can feel the passion as I felt it that night....click on the title to view ;)

The Completion of a ......CLEANSE....

day 1 Thanks
day 2 Self-Love
day 3 Clarity
day 4 Growth
day 5 Purity
day 6 Focus
day 7 Trust
day 8 Light
Day 9 Patience
Day 10 Accomplishment...

A couple of times a year I find it so critical to start from scratch, go straight from intuition, and regroup. In doing so, I find cleansing is the best way for me to go deep within, and find The Source to know & realize what my next steps in life are. In doing the Master Cleanse for 10 days, I started each day with prayer, then a deep mediation & intention. The word I placed before my day was givin' to me as I meditated. This cleanse helped me realize so much, as well as empowering me to release so many things/thoughts/energies I needed to let go of. During this journey, I had so many new ideas & revelations....so much clarity into my life. I share these little thoughts to let you know how powerful it is to hit the reset button once in a while....and tune into...you......TRY it!!! You'll be amazed at whom you find ;)-

Master Cleanse

HAHA, yes the "lemonade diet"! So this is the third time I do this wonderful cleaning of my self, for ten days. I am on day number 3, and have so much energy!! Many people ask me why? One of the major reasons is that it gives my entire being a recharge. It's like pressing the reset button on all levels. Each day I focus on something in particular to meditate on. Day 1 was self-love, day 2 was peace...today will be clarity. As I cleanse, I also pray...asking God for continual guidance, and giving thanks for the countless blessings I receive. This cleanse truly tweeks your senses, where you are able to re-connect with your higher-self in such a powerful way. One of my favorite things to do is eat a good meal...I definitely ain't no "salad" chick..haha....but once in a while it's nice to give my body a rest from working so hard on breaking down all I feed it ;)
It's time for me to get some rest....although I feel inspired to write & create for the rest of the morning (it's 3:24am)...so to my writing journal I go..as I leave you with this thought...
"Obstacles appear when you lose sight of your dreams"...so stay focused...stay on your grind...keep those goals in front of you....hit the recharge button when ya' need to...and NEVER let your dreams slip away...

BLESSINGS!!

once again

Once again...
you opened your spirit up to me...
let me in to see how you have been evolving..
shared your journey of things you had to let go of...
expressed the movements you have begun...
Once again....
you apologized for pushing me away...
saying it needed to be done...
as you transformed...
Once again...
I am with you...
Then again...
I am not...
as the winds blow through the trees...
I see the branches go to & fro...
the ebbs & flows..
Once again...
of
US...

Speaking my Truth....Indeed

as I lay in my bed.....wondering if I should...
let out what is still in my heart....
the words i feel as the sun rises....
the thoughts which run through my spirit as the breeze blows....
the energy I feel as I remeber your touch....
from the kiss on my forehead....to your hands on my thighs....
to the words you say....the movements of your being....
should I continue to allow you in...knowing the truth of the words my heart speaks...
not worry if you will run or take my love & embrace it....
as I lay in my bed.....I no longer wonder....but know....
in uttering what my soul speaks....I free myself from the bondage of doubt....and allow the universe to work through the magical power of LOVE........as I speak my TRUTH.....INDEED.....

A new season of love is about to begin...self-love that is....

It's been a minute since I've written. I guess at times it's difficult to let out your thoughts out on a keyboard, when you are trying to let go & heal. So....in the in term...I have been doing a whole lot of reading, praying & meditating. Here are some books I would like to share as I continue a process of refocusing my energies to where they need to be. Of still listening to my heart, not being afraid to love....but rather to let things flow as they should. I don't question my intuition, but rather listen to it.....as it is the Universe speaking to me....

1st book up is The Four Agreements by Don Miguel Ruiz. This is such a wonderful book, especially when anger is starting to build in your heart. I don't want to give it away, but this is one to keep in your room to go back to time & time again when you need a reminder of how to handle life, when you are being tested. A great step in the journey of self-love as you reclaim....yourself ;)-

2nd book is The Artist Way by Julia Cameron. I first read this book about 15 years ago as I was trying to understand my life more as well as my creative energy. There are times I question which direction I might want to go in my life, and this helps me to find the right energy.

The 3rd is What Color is your Parachute by Richard N. Bolles. This is strictly in terms of career changing/job-hunting, etc. This was a gift from a childhood friend, who knows I am in a point in my life where I want more financially at the same time that I love being able to work for myself.....doing that which I love. So do I continue to "freelance" or go back into the "J-O-B".....still figuring that out ;)

As I go down this road of continuing to rebuild that part of myself...that I lost for a hot minute.....I will always treasure the different roads that have helped me become the woman I am today. With out my past.....I couldn't love who I am in the present. Self-love is a wonderful thing.....as it is loving the Most High's spirit within'.....blessings.....

even when....

even when.... love hurts so much....
physically my heart is in pain...
my eyes continue to stream tears of loss
thoughts are constantly of you...
wondering if ever....
it was real love...
we've both said the words to each other...
even expressed it through our tender actions....
no...not just the physical.....
yes...the real....
actions of connected affection...
talks of what we've been through...
what is now...
and....what we are looking towards...
even when...love has hurt....so much....
I continue to miss...you...us...we...
even when love has hurt....so deep...
I still continue to believe....
and pray....

My Self-Love....a journey...

Sometimes we may not have all the answers....or maybe the time is not right to hear them because we cannot fully overstand what the true lesson is within what we just encountered. One thing I am learning is to not be selfish & realize everyone has there own journey they must go through....and as we ebb & flow through each other's life force....we give & take....share...love....learn...that which we were meant to exchange. The most important thing is to realize when you have to go at it alone....walk through the smoke to come out on the other side....full of wisdom & experience.....know that we all have a spirit on the other side that has gone through the same event...as a parallel to your own experience. I always talk of spirits sharing & intertwining in a helix, which is filled with so much circumstance.....it can be confusing/frustrating/or even hurtful...but know in the end it was all with PURPOSE. Self-love is powerful. ALWAYS be AUTHENTIC to yourself, your feelings, your emotions, your thoughts....know what your heart speaks is the true essence of what is in your soul...no matter how others may judge...love yourself to know what language your intuition speaks. Just some of my thoughts.....as time answers & eventually heals...overstanding what love can be....people are always brought into each others life with with a purpose..as the connect deepens...it is rich in wisdom for each others journey +love+ +♥ +

Wil Milton & Rodney Carter introducing Butterfli Gypsi P - Gypsy Love - Traxsource.com - the best House Music WAV and MP3 downloads

Wil Milton & Rodney Carter introducing Butterfli Gypsi P - Gypsy Love - Traxsource.com - the best House Music WAV and MP3 downloads

A passion for singing was always in me, but I was way too shy to let that side of me out. When I was younger I was in a choir for 3 years, and then tried a freestyle "group" amongst friends. But that lasted a very short time as we only rehearsed. Never actually came out with a song, or recorded for that manner, lol!!! As I got older and became emerced in the NYC underground house club scene....my passion for singing came out again.....but only as the DJ played a favorite song, LOUD, so no one could hear me!! Some folks who are very close & dear to me, heard my little whispers of singing, and suggested I pursue my journey through it. Wil Milton was one of my closests friends, who for years have tried to get me out of my "shell" when it came to singing...but I never felt ready.....until now.
Over the past 5 years, I have been going through intense changes in my life, which spawned me to write my thoughts down. This eventually lead to my bloggy. It allowed me to write freely, letting out my journey without fear & knowing there might be those who can relate. As I continued to write.....these past 5 months have been so intense that I needed to put these thoughts out through song & music, as that is my ultimate release. As I continue to deepen my awareness of Self-Love....and grasp the light in the situations I have found myself in....I share a song that means so much to me.....as it is a L-O-V-E which goes beyond our physical plane.....

click on the above link....blessings & I hope you enjoy it!!!

LOVE.....Soul/Spirit Love

It's been awhile since I have been able to sit with a glass of wine & get on my keyboard & express.. So many whirlwinds I have gone through just in the past 5 months....and it is all surrounding my reflections on LOVE.....
I have constantly read that in each life, we are in search of our "other half", our soul mate....the being that matches us and raises our awareness physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually....we raise each other up. And even when we believe we are not on this quest....in reality...we always are. Book after book....all the literature I have read states that every person has there soul mate on this plane....and we are destined to meet. The worker is....when we do meet....we need to be aware of each other's energy...ready to accept & open our hearts to what's in front of us. The problem then becomes....some of us might have been through so much in our lives, we are fearful when we feel too deeply for someone & back away from this energy that feels so right!! We make excuses as to why it can't be the person in front of us, and sometimes keep searching for our "blissed" relationship in people we KNOW are not right for us. They might have a connection in just one category...such as physically...but all the other connections are lost. So why do we let the "right connections" go? It is a question I have been contemplating for a while now, which I still do not fully overstand.

Sometimes, when a "love" feels so right....it becomes very difficult to let it go....but maybe if it was so hard to maintain in the 1st place....it was maybe just a lesson in "love"....in preparation for a more authentic journey/relationship...

I know what love shouldn't be is hurtful, possesive, games, stifling, abusive, or a struggle....
It should always be authentic, respectful, trusting, honest, full of communication, uplifting, a meeting place for two souls to truly intertwine...

As the memories cross my mind.....I ask for a reflection of the lessons I have learned as well as accepting what my heart truly feels...

ALWAYS be AUTHENTIC to yourself, your feelings, your emotions, your thoughts....know what your heart speaks is the true essence of what is in your soul....

Tres.....

three sides to every equation
a story unfolds as each line is drawn
at times a (+)
then it can be (-)
but it all (=)
the experience we are to face
the two sides balance each other....
the third gives us the answer
the meaning of the present moment
at first unclear....
but as the equation comes to fruition...
we realize....clarity is key....
our heart knows the answer....as we wait for our mind & body to decide
how best to give us the math....

Lessons.....

sitting in the midst of quiet..listening to the thoughts I cannot hush....so many questions which haven't been answered....so many feelings of why...
why did that happen...why was that brought into my life....or rather...why did I bring that into my life.......
so many feelings of what....
what was the lesson learned....what was I supposed to do...what am I to feel.....
aren't I to have a better overstanding of the now as I have gotten older...
ahaha...but I have to remember age is just math...it is not always the wiser....if you have not sifted thru the teachings of the universe....
as it speaks....we encounter....bumps into coincidences....
that are actually.....occurrences we have manifested.....
continuing to co-create.....
why are these lessons filled with joy....then pain.....love....then hate......happiness....then anger.....
what is the equilibrium of my life.......
ahhhhhh.............as the rain falls......my thoughts are tryin' to hush.....to allow my heart to speak....in what is real......for me.....

Cuando la lluvia se termino...

As it stops I can see new life forming
From within the dirt...a root has taken form
Cuando la lluvia se termino
past memories have been cleansed
not forgotten
but renewed into a new (+) light
as the rain stops
the Sun begins to shine
the buds begin to blossom
growth is strengthened
a new found richness is felt
as the rain stops
healing occurs
love blossoms
abundance in blessings is given
Cuando la lluvia se termino
yo entiendo las rasones que la vida tiene tantos momentos de
energia....negativa' y positvo'
As the Moon balances out the Sun....
The rain balances out it's harmony with the Earth....
Flowing through the Universe.....Cuando la lluvia se termino....

Para mis hijos......

The Strength of a MAN.....

It isn't just seen through the mass of his shoulders,
It's felt through the width of his arms that encircle you...
it's not in how deep the tone of his voice can go & how cruel his words can be,
rather....it is the delicate words his voice whispers to soothe your soul...
it isn't based on how hard his hands are and how heavy his punch can be,
But how tender his touch on your aura can be...
A Man is not a Man because of how many "boys" he may have,
he learns his maturity as he teaches "boys" how to be authentic beings...


A Man of Strength isn't shown by how respected he is at work,
It is demonstrated by how he is respected in his own domain...
The Stength of a Man isn't how many women he has been with,
It is in the love he has for ONE woman...
A Man is not A Superman because of how developed the muscles in his chest are,
rather in how he listens to the words his heart speaks within his chest...
It is not in the weight he can lift,
The Strength of a Man is in the burdens he can overstand & overcome...

Through constant progress & evolving oneself into a being filled with positive light & guidance from The Creator.....
The Strength of a Man is constantly.....
reborn.....

...friendships.....

What is a true friend?
someone who does not talk about you, especially when they do not have an overstanding of what is going on in your life at the moment.
a spirit who is there for you, unconditionally, without judging you for what your personal beliefs might be.
someone who can hear you bitch & moan a million times about the same subject, without criticizing you for still being there.
a soul who overstands we all have baggage to clear up, and it takes a lifetime to do it.
a person who overstands the importance of family, and does not negate the values you may place on the time you spend with them.
It is someone who loves you through everything, including growing up.
It is a light being who realizes that no matter how busy you might be handling life, you are always thinking about them & missing them!
It may be time to look in the mirror & ask yourself, have you been a true friend...or is the person who thinks your are their friend....just another subject for gossip....

hmmm...mainfestations of a healing journey...

crystals dropping from my eyes...as fast as snowflakes fall to the ground....they melt...as my sorrow melts...Never understood how love could hurt my heart...an emotional journey that manifests itself in a physical flow...do I never allow my spirit to open up again...or do I allow the past to remain as a memory.....each snowflake is unique...as each experience has it's own sketch in our present....naw...I will continue to love...I will continue to open my heart...share my spirit....envelope my light around those I love.....even through the distance of space & time....my soul journeys through this energy field...of past lives...present moments...and future stories....

Evolution.......constant creation....in motion....

Evolving...pushing through the confines of our own limitations...shape shifting...learning more from life as we expand our experiences.....explores of the rhythms of life...learners of the knowledge that is whispered....flowing with the lyrics of expression.....through written verse....brush strokes...even song.... all of what's inside you exploding in infrared sparkles of light....this energy this passion...of what is in your soul.....comes out as shining light.....blessings to unfold, dreams to be shared, visions to be realized. No fear in accepting the abundance of the riches life has to offer! No fear in knowing that which you deserve....continue to embrace your reality...as you move forward...in your quest of your Universal spiritual plan.....

Expansion....

Rotating through the universe....
how many energies have been created through the expanse of time....
on a cold winter night...filled with the solitude of my thoughts....dazing out my window....
so many other windows...so many other homes...so many other buildings...people....animals...life forms... energy.....
we are a small spectrum of this amazing universe....we rotate through our lives as planets dance around our sun..
look up to the moon....listen to the oceans...as there is a dance between the souls of these two energies
feel the rhythm of our Earth..as she speaks to us...
listen to the words...hear the songs....feel the whispers of The Creator...
....como Magica...el Amor siempre....flows on...

Waterway to Orbit
Credit & Copyright: James Vernacotola

Explanation: The 32nd shuttle mission to the International Space Station, STS-130, left planet Earth on February 8. Its early morning launch to orbit from Kennedy Space Center's pad 39A followed the long, graceful, eastward arc seen in this 2 minute time exposure. Well composed, the dramatic picture also shows the arc's watery reflection from the Intracoastal Waterway Bridge, in Ponte Vedra, Florida, about 115 miles north of the launch site. In the celestial background a waning crescent Moon and stars left their own short trails against the still dark sky. The brightest star trail near the moon was made by red supergiant Antares, alpha star of the constellation Scorpius.

It is amazing how some books come back into ones life with such purpose, as if it's meaning is a lesson that has to be relearned or rather...yet to be learned. Over the past year, I have been hit with a number of these "life changers"- one of which is the Celestine Prophesy. The 1st time I read it, I realized how much more I had to pay attention to the different coincidences in my life. The world of overstanding energy flows & auras...although I had heard about them before...became ever so clear to me. This book truly touched my spirit as an awakening. Opened my senses to affirm, that which was in my mind's eye, was real. Over the years, I had lost touch with that side of me...that spiritual awareness....connecting to the universe...in an all true...ancestral...ancient kind of way. Now, as I refocus my soul....I have allowed my consiousness to open up once again to the Creator's realities....that I had shyed away from at one time. This might be to "crunchy granola"/"new age" or just plain loco for some....but I urge you to open your heart to more information. See what truths lay past what we might have been "taught" *ahem* forced to believe.....Books, new ideologies, information, beliefs...come into our lives with a chance for us to inspect, digest, and reflect on the knowledge that is brought forth. In light of this....I share with you this wonderful book. Set in Peru....it truly takes you on a soul searching journey....blessings....P'.

Mars and a Colorful Lunar Fog Bow.....

Sometimes we have to pause for a moment, and take in the beauty which is our universe in order to be thankful for allowing our time to be shared with all that is around us. In doing so, I wanted to share this website: http://antwrp.gsfc.nasa.gov/apod/archivepix.html Everyday there is a new "Astronomy Picture of the Day", which always brings me wonderful positivo' vibes as well as inspiration in my journeys....enjoy ^_^
Explanation: Even from the top of a volcanic crater, this vista was unusual. For one reason, Mars was dazzlingly bright two weeks ago, when this picture was taken, as it was nearing its brightest time of the entire year. Mars, on the far upper left, is the brightest object in the above picture. The brightness of the red planet peaked last week near when Mars reached opposition, the time when Earth and Mars are closest together in their orbits. Arching across the lower part of the image is a rare lunar fog bow. Unlike a more commonly seen rainbow, which is created by sunlight reflected prismatically by falling rain, this fog bow was created by moonlight reflected by the small water drops that compose fog. Although most fog bows appear white, all of the colors of the rainbow were somehow visible here. The above image was taken from high atop Haleakala, a huge volcano in Hawaii, USA.

Within the Samurai Spirit....

Check out the height on this jumping kick!!! OSU!




The last couple of days I have been really focused on what goals I have to accomplish for the month of February, what I did get done in January, and re-evaluating different aspects in my life. In doing so I reconnected with one of my old Sensei's from my old Dojo. I don't speak of it much, but I trained under the Late Great Shuseki-Shihan William Oliver!! He was an amazing man, who's spirit I always treasure, not only as my instructor but as a second father. A man I always went to for advice & direction!! I learned so much from him, not only "kick & Punch" as he would say....but how to incorporate the warrior spirit in my life. I share the below videos as a tribute to my instructor who's spirit continues to live in my life. His teaching's will not be lost....and yes Shuseki...I will be getting my 2nd degree soon...OSU!!! I may get knocked down 100 times....but I get right back up...always.....with my feet on firm ground and my essence ready for what comes my way!! Missing you Shuseki...OSU!!!! As I humbly continue to get on my knees in prayer & meditation....in the traditional Karate-ka way.....



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2MmbVxuhX4Y
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mI4T9Xfwm7g

Reading is power ;))

So, I am reading Think & Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill for about the third time. Picked it up about 8 years ago...and I still learn something new each time I read it!! Sometimes people will say, but money isn't everything...or my favorite...money is the root of all evil. In my mind I say it depends on what purpose money plays in your life. Do you use it to have the kind of life you truly want to live, or does it become such an obsession that you become an inauthentic person through it. Find what the value is to you...and take it from there. Being wealthy is positive...abusing that wealth is negative. Knowing what you deserve....priceless ;)

The 1st couple of weeks this year have been pretty intense in so many ways...so let me begin with how 2009 ended 1st!! Let's start with a trip to Cancun for my BFF's 40th birthday!! It was AMAZING!!! She was totally surprised didn't know where we were taking her...one of the best parts of the trip was our journey through the Chichen Itza Ruins & a jump into the sacred waters of The Cenote, one of the many in Mexico!! This trip was such a spiritual cleansing...(umm outside of the constant tequila shots) the water on the white sand beaches, the folks we meet, the tours...the Temples...and cleansing my soul in the Cenote...I get chills just thinking about the wonderment of it all!! When we first got to the Temples...I felt such a strong connection, the energy was so real. If you touched any of the walls you could feel the vibrations from the universe. I kno' kinda intense for some...but oh so real!! Then the stories & the history is mind blowing!! There is something special about being able to be there & realize we are all connected in one way or another to this special source that created this all!! Next stop was The Cenote...talk about magical waters!! I couldn't wait to jump in!!! The depth of it is unknown...which I think is even more dope...considering I felt as though these waters were cleansing every aspect of my being!! OH yeah...I have to go back, but this time during the summer/winter solstice!!

2am thoughts....after The Quake....an excerpt..

As I connect to what’s alive in another person, the feeling becomes mutual... we both lift each other up...
The energy between two....
people, animals, flowers, plants, water.... any living thing....is what continues to inspire creation...
It's what motivates the spirit in each of The Most High's creations...
Even in the midst of madness, destruction, negative circumstances....
There is always an uplifting...a new awareness that has been brought about...
We might ask why....and although we may not have the answers....we have to trust in the synchronicity....what is meant to be will be....
During this pain....look into each other for hope....feel the energy of the planet for guidance....and get on your knees as you speak to the Creator for faith and love....


Written for those suffering in any shape or form at the moment....but inspired by the emotions I feel for BFF's family (Taina of course) in Haiti...love ya much Mami Fiote!!!!

Spiritual Awakening - moving through the palate in purple hues....

In this process of overstanding my spirit...continuing to realize the importance of the coincidences occurring in my life....all things happen with purpose & reason.....the critical part is to focus in on what it all means....what is the spiritual focus of my existence? Hmmmm....Synchronicity: the perception of meaningful life coincidences....always remember what influenced past choices....what energies influence my now....this ebb & flow guides the future roads in my life...
As I take a moment to sit back & look at myself....what I am evolving to..am I continuing to move through the prints The Most High has layed out for me....am I following the strokes brushed for me....listening to the beauty of the rain...as it cleanses these city streets...my spirit is being cleansed to prepare for the next journey ....on a clear canvas full of white light...colors are mixing within the prime palate of the Creator...ahhh The Most High...Jah....yes...I am being guided through the magical wonders that is mi vida...

Why is it so hard to accept LOVE? Real LOVE, Deep LOVE, Passionate LOVE?


Have you been so deeply hurt, that you are afraid….
to let yourself LOVE…. again?

You look into my eyes, then push away saying no….
fighting what you really feel, what you already know, what you have already shared
to be true…..
Don't be afraid of me, let go of the past, I won't hurt you, I am here for you, I am here for us….
Don't you trust me
Believe in me
Know that I wouldn't lie to you

Accept what I feel for you, it comes from my soul…
Real is what I show you every time we speak…..
Deep is what you see whenever we share a moment …
Passionate is what I am in every essence of the word…..

AMOR, LOVE…..it's what The Most High instilled in us…
For His Spirit within us….
For our self love….
For our love for each other…..


Real Love, Deep Love, Passionate Love……it's ALL LOVE…..

Currently listening to
Embrya By Maxwell

In Between the Dash.....

Life begins with a day / month / year
We begin to smile
we begin to crawl
we begin to walk

The clouds up above move us to new times and spaces
Now we begin to crush
We begin to feel
We begin to love
deeply........

The sun rises, we are blessed by a new breath
the sun sets we are thankful for what
we have learned that day
been able to share that day
have evolved through that day

The moon smiles at us, allowing us to dream
envisioning what's ahead of us
feeling.....what might be occurring....
giving us a chance to know what is forthcoming...

The clouds move to new times and places
education in so many different ways has been achieved
careers have been actualized
friendships have been strengthened
families have been created
Love has continued to evolve....

Life ends with a month / day / year
tears flow
questions arise
family ties long forgotten reunite
Peace is achieved

What is in your dash...........as you continue to add to the length of it?